I wish- a tragdic poem

I wish

I lifelessly sat by the wide window staring blankly into the nowhere

I swiftly watched as a curious predator soared freely in the sky free of any worries, sorrows,
anger, free of any love.

I thought of the ruthless past behind me, the deadly horrors awaiting me.

I closed my eyes as heavy tears violently ripped thru them.

I am free in this world yet I felt like a prisoner, trapped in a place harsher then a prison or torture chamber.

I wondered why my never ending life is so unbelievable, miserable.

I curiously wonder why I, was facing all these unexpected troubles.

I say is it because of the foolish decisions I made in life.

I think the greatest cause for all this treachery is by loving you.

I do believe readers if you do not understand my pain & though I know my thing about this unfair life my greatest advice is that it are better to die in pain than to love & live.

War- a distant poem

War!
What is war?
What does it feel like?
Sound like?
...smell like?
Some fortunate people have never even thought of war...
Never even wondered how it felt, how it feels...
Have you ever wondered what happened & still happens to the innocent people after the war?
Have you ever closed your eyes & imagined how the people felt?
Have you ever wondered if it was fair for children, just like you not to feel free, happy, feel safe?
Think!
Open your eyes...
See beyond your own little world...
See threw another’s persons eyes...
Listen to the world cause it speaks to you...
Just close your mind...
And open your heart...
Listen to your consensuses...
Smell the nature...
Think about war...
Feel others pain....
We see yet act so blind...
The blind can see things we can’t yet us with all five senses act so blind & blunt...
We can hear the world around us but not hear the cries for help...
Sometimes we might not be able to do anything...
Don’t lose faith...
Hope...
Because where ever we are...
Whatever difficulties we have in life...
The one thing we can always do...
Is...
REMEMBER!!

pre-writing Notes

Idea-

-the day the lines of hell meet the world (substantially what is based as the world, the earth perhaps)
- releasing every beings inner demon or devil; unleashing the animal inside them
- referring to dream
- Zombie, vampire like creatures, sci fi horror type.
- less of the gory more of the scary tense momentum
- heart pounding
- hint of action not to much more of the dramatic tense
- love sequences> attachment to characters in certain roles > rare affection , based more on inner feelings, connection based of strengths
- revealing fear, mankind has to the apocalypse/ end of the world
- merely a theory based scenario- that brings out the terror in our hearts
- (maybe) relating to terrorism and how the plantation of mythological and religious world
- romantic essence, of love being the last hope of humanity.
collusion
- Angels vs demons/devils, dark vs light, heaven vs hell (“Jist” of the theme)
- Religious occurrences all surrounding
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